Pauleena's World

Just one of those days

2011-03-21T13:21:00.000-07:00

One of those days where I feel pretty shitty, and depressed, I guess we all have those days.When those days come I really need to realize how blessed I am, there are so many things in life to be grateful for but when were in a shadow we tend not to see them. what we should realize is for one small problem that seems gigantic,There really is nothing to be sad about in life because, life could be much worst. I think of all the people that have lost their lives and love ones In japan and suddenly I realize I don't have a problem in the world that could top that. So in those days when things are not going our way we just need to remember how lucky,and blessed we really are and take time to appreciate the little things in life :-)

and more!

2011-03-12T20:11:00.000-08:00

I love you guys so much that I had to post a few more pics! Check me out on twitter too! I am so loving being back! As for my "special fans" (you know who you are) your amazing support has encouraged me to be even more open! Now let's see what that means! Stay tuned my loves!

My 1 year blog anniversary!!

2010-09-25T07:42:00.000-07:00

It's officially been 1 year (and a bit) since my first blog post and I thought, why not celebrate? So in celebration of my first blog post I brought out the champagne to pop.

Hahaha - no seriously though, shall we toast? :D I want you to tell me, what's your fave. blog post?

XXX Pauleena

2010-09-09T13:14:00.000-07:00

youre .....VERY WELCOME DARLING...eric youre a gem..beijossss

kisses to you all

2010-08-31T11:38:00.000-07:00

Contest!

2010-08-26T09:59:00.000-07:00

To the person that could answer this question correctly will get a personal video message from
me, Pauleena Deangelis sent directly to their email address or on their facebook!

So answer this: What is my pet peeve?
Answer: .....

Be sure to include your name, email address or facebook name and last name for the chance to win!

Pauleena XXX

New Post At Last!

2010-08-03T12:00:00.000-07:00

To all my loving and adoring fans, Pauleena DeAngelis is back (and yes, back for good)!
None of you would even begin to believe the last few months that I've had to endure.
I think if I were to explain it a bit maybe and just maybe then you'd sympathize with me
for the lack of posting!

Now, where should I begin?
After the photo shoot for Sport Daily, my account was hacked and I became a victim of extortion. I got into a car accident and totaled my baby (so, oh so sad)....Then had to wait 3 weeks to get it back while stuck in Canada!

So let's just say others have been keeping me quite busy and away from posting, not by choice of course. But I'm back and do promise to keep this blog active, and to seal the deal I've posted a pick along with ;-)

So enjoy!!

Pauleena loves you all XXX

If you be good, then you'll get more ....

2010-04-10T16:14:00.000-07:00

That's right, if you're all good, you'll get much, much much more......and more....and then some hhehehe

2010-04-10T15:59:00.000-07:00

So you deserve this one. :)

After a few photo shoots here and there in London, I landed the cover! That's right y'all, you'll be seeing a lot more of this sexy mama (and by a lot more I mean, when you open up The Daily Sport ;-)). So amusez-vous bien mes cherie! As the French would say: "Enjoy yourselves to the fullest".

Pauleena XXX

Guess who's back!?

2010-03-11T12:44:00.000-08:00

Yes,

I am back. After all the traveling back and fourth between Europe and home I am back and here to stay! (Ok, Ok fine...At least for a bit!) But fret not my lovelies, I have included a little pic treat for your viewing pleasures. I can't promise pictures on a regular basis but from time to time I'll give you a little taste of what's to come, sounds good? I know it does ;-)

This is a special one, one that is not to be viewed just yet. But since you've all been so patient I've decided ok, they can have this one. You've all earned it.

Enjoy :-)

Pauleena Loves You All XXX

It's about time...Right?!

2010-02-03T21:27:00.001-08:00

Yes, Yes...I have indeed been traveling and as a result to my extensive voyaging I"ve been a tad bit negligent in the blogging and photo shooting department! But atlas - the wait is over....

3Hours of intense positioning
-
2Hours of deliberation
=
1Fabulous new photo for your viewing pleasures ;)

Enjoy now...

Pauleena loves you all

XXX

Haiti, lean on us...

2010-01-25T09:05:00.000-08:00

To all the people affected by the disaster in Haiti, my prayer goes out to you... Since the first devastating earthquake struck on January 12, 2010, I've been overcome with nothing but grief and sadness. We should all do our parts to HELP the small nation, the people and more importantly the thousands of children left homeless and orphaned - which is why I am urging
all my fans and supporters to go out and lend a helping hand; whether it's by volunteering in your local community or even it's by donating 5$ DOLLARS. Please, let's all work together as a team to do our parts - even if you are not able to donate, let's just work together on making the world a better place....For Haiti.

My prayers -

Pauleena XXX

Ouuf...Holiday Hangover!

2010-01-13T11:06:00.000-08:00

Back home from the holiday's in Montreal & New York feeling 100% whole again. Fortunate enough to spend the holidays with the loved ones, partied like it was y2k ending up with a massive holiday hangover. Although it was cold and Mr. Winter was very much so at his peek, I brought the heat and tore both cities down!

Because that's how I do...;-)
P.S!!! I have NOT neglected my blog - I'm just recooping from a HUGE holiday hangover!

Pauleena XXX

Holiday Love & New Years Wishes

2009-12-12T16:37:00.001-08:00

I'm sorry I have not had time to post new photo's, I can assure you it was not done purposely. I've been doing much travelling and will be away for the holidays so I would like to share my early Greetings wishes to all. I hope you're holidays are filled with nothing more than love, joy and happiness and that you all have a wonderful, wonderful New Years.

Here's a little something I know you've all been waiting for, so enjoy ;-)

Pauleena loves you all XXX

I want...

2009-11-28T19:01:00.000-08:00

A man that has a purpose in life - Goals are a MUST.

Healthy & Strong - Great emotional framework and physique.

Protective - Protective nature and strong minded.

Confident - In all aspects physically and mentally.

Strong Libido - Fulfilling my every single need, with a strong sexual desire.

Sense of caring - Show me some TLC, affection and respect.

Being himself - Remaining himself at all times.

An amazing sense of humor - Can you laugh at my jokes? Show me a good time? make me laugh?

If you think you poses all 8 of these qualities, then let me know ;-). It would be nice to meet someone that is REAL.

XXX Pauleena loves you

My playlist....

2009-11-21T22:05:00.001-08:00

I've been really in the mood to throw up songs from my Ipod playslist lately and thought
that this would be the perfect opportunity to do so. I'm into everything from dance, pop and hip hop but I am also into a bit of that sultry-jazz and some sexy r&b music. So I've decided to put a list together of songs that set "my mood".

1. Sexy - The Black Eyed Peas
2. Roads - Portishead
3. Bittersweet - Bittersweet Faith
4. I Want You - Common
5. Stars All Seem To Weep - Beth Orton
6. Don't Look Back - Telepopmusik
7. Tea Leaf Dancers - Flying Lotus
8. Les Nuits - Nightmares On Wax

It's a short list for now but think of it as a way to connect with me.

I'd love to hear responses and feedback so take a listen and feel free to comment away...

Pauleena XXX

Atlast....

2009-11-02T16:51:00.000-08:00

As promised, here is the photo. I am however though a little disappointed. This is a blog site where I come to write and express my personal thoughts and opinions. No, it is not a political site but at the same time this is not my website. These photo's that I post I post for free because I love my fans. Please remember that this is a BLOG site, not a photo site - I post photos from my website onto my blog because you have all been so patient and faithful.

Yes, there will be a website and not when pigs fly - when it is ready, it will be something I will be very proud of and I am not in any hurry whatsoever to throw just anything out there.

Again, thank you all so much and remember

Pauleena loves you XXX

Photo's...I know!

2009-10-27T20:38:00.000-07:00

So I've noticed that you want more photo's than anything else. Please remember,
good things come to those who wait ;-)...
So I implore you all to be patient. I promise, more photo's are to come!

XXX

Obama wins Nobel Prize

2009-10-15T11:36:00.000-07:00

American president or crowd-pleasing citizen? The President was awarded with the nobel prize October 9th, after his aspirational speech stating the Israeli-Palestinian conflit as being an international travesty in urgent need of resolution.

"We must all do our part to resolve those conflicts that have caused so much pain and hardship over so many years, and that effort must include an unwavering commitment that finally realizes the rights of all Israelis and Palestinians to live in peace and security in nations of their own".

The nobel peace prize is not just awarded to anyone, it's awarded in three favors:
1) Statesman for their accomplishments
2) It is awarded to human rights activists resisting repressive regimes
3) Given to "citizens of the world" who seek to take control of the American power

I wonder, was Bush awarded for this prize? I think not. And to think that this came after only being in presidency for nine months - completely opposite to the Bush's administration's hate towards internation organizations and treaties.

Obama, you get my stamp of approval.
3 thumbs up!

Mmmmm....

2009-10-06T11:18:00.000-07:00

I know the lack of new photo postings have been long overdue but here it is.
I didn't forget!
This one is for you, all of you...

XXX Pauleena loves you all.

"Baby Returns & Refunds"

2009-10-05T08:33:00.000-07:00

HORRIBLE!

After browsing online a few days ago, I came across an article on a New York woman who had terminated her adoption because she was, get this, "Unable to bond with the child" WHO ironically enough happens to be 18 MONTHS OLD. She later goes on to add that the baby just wasn't "connecting with us".

And as if that is not horrible enough, the 18 months old baby was found on the side of the road.
AWFUL.
This woman should be beyond ashamed of herself. How could someone like that bare to sleep, or even look at herself in the mirror without feeling disgusted with herself? When you adopt a child, your not only supposed to love and treat that child as your own, but your supposed to be loving, nurturing and a devoted PARENT.

I guess she really wanted her money back.

I just have one word for this woman (Anita Tedaldi):
K-A-R-M-A

Pauleena XXX

Here it iss!

2009-10-02T11:34:00.000-07:00

The video is hereeee!

We've been experiencing some technical difficulties. Without any further delay,
here it is.

XXX Paullena

Today is the day!!!

2009-09-30T08:21:00.000-07:00

All I have to say is:
Me + Video For My Fans = Me on Video Today!

So get ready ...

News, News, News!

2009-09-23T10:08:00.000-07:00

To all my loving and devoted fans. I've got a huge surprise! Starting next week, you will be seeing more of me, yes, MORE. Live - new - exciting photo's of moi.
That's right, I will soon be uploading new video diaries of myself onto my blog!
So get ready to see me, LIVE in action and color.

Hang tight! It's well worth the wait.

I love you alllllll!

Pauleena XXX

Salut a tout..xxx

2009-09-09T07:46:00.000-07:00

If you didn't know, "Salut a tout" means Hello everyone, in
French, of course. I've been doing some travelling recently;
to Paris, Germany and throughout Europe. So I would
just like to say "GROS BISOUS!!" (which means BIG kisses)
to ALL my fans.

I LOVE you all.

XXX Pauleena

R.I.P DJ AM

2009-08-31T20:22:00.000-07:00

Another tragic lost...

DJ AM passed away over the weekend of a drug overdose.

Sounds familiar?

It's such a shame, another talent taken from us so early.

R.I.P DJ AM

A bit about me...Questionnaire time!

2009-08-31T20:14:00.000-07:00

Okay so I've decided to do something a bit more interesing this time around. I've created a little questionnaire that answers almost just about everything there is that there is to know about me.

Name: Paulena Deangelis

Age: 27

Nationality: Spanish Babyyyy

Children: Someday

Animals: Nooooo

Smoker: Occaisional

Drinker: Of Course - Martini'ssssss

Favorite Color: Green

Favorite Song: Miles away - Madonna & World hold on - Bob Sinclair

Favorite Television Programs: Repo!!!!!

Favorite Sport: Tennis

Number #1 Activity: Hitting the gymmmm

Best Assets: My eyes, My lips, My chest, My Hips hehe

Type of man: A man that can handle me ;-)

What I like the most on a man is...: His arms...

Briefs or boxers: Boxers

Vacation Spot: Bahama MaMaaa

Last but not least, my favorite past time: Checking My Blog :-)

All in all, I'm a well rounded woman, that loves to have fun, that takes care of her body and enjoys life.

I hope that you've gotten to learn more about me through this questionnaire and if you have ANY questions, or you just want to get to know more about me PLEASE, do not hesitate to ask. I will get back to you.

Love,

Pauleenaaaa XXX

Sorry !!

2009-08-13T11:53:00.000-07:00

I would like to take the time out to apologize for neglecting you all!
There has been a few technical difficulties with the blog.
But fear not, I am well, alive and back with vengeance.

So again, apologies for the negligence.

Pauleena loves you all.

xxx

The conomic crisis finally over!?

2009-07-31T13:00:00.000-07:00

Surprise Surprise! The economic disaster is apparently "over" says a source from CNN.
Yes, you heard it; O-V-E-R.
Can it really be so? If so, my question is, when do we really see the price of health care go down?
When do we see LESS job sheds? When, when, when do we get the opportunity to finally save?
As being apart of the American majority, I think I speak for most Americans when I say that it is fantastic to hear the words "over" and "economic disaster" in the same sentence, BUT, and yes I dare to say but - BUT it is another thing to SEE a change.

Hmmm.....Time to spice thinigs up

2009-07-21T19:53:00.000-07:00

Okay, Okay, Okay.

SO after much thought and deliberation, I have decided to put up a much more revealing photo that not only accentuates my curves but my body as well.

Yes, I have decided to go the extra mile with this one because I only give the best to my fans.
So this one is for you. ALL of you and I hope you enjoy it.

Because I know I did.

Love,

Pauleena XXX

Martini's and more!

2009-07-12T15:24:00.000-07:00

Martini's, great music and beautiful people. Another Saturday night sipping on drinks after drinks with my girls simply loving the night scene. Can a girl ask for more?

Farewell to the King of music

2009-07-08T09:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, July 7th 2009, was the memorial and final farewell to the King of music. Musicians such as: Mariah Carey, Usher, John Mayer, Jennifer Hudson and more came to pay their respects and to salute Michael Jackson for the last and final time.

What a heartfelt and final goodbye to the King of Pop....

May you Rest In Peace, as you will live on in our hearts and through music forever.

A taste...

2009-07-06T18:28:00.000-07:00

To all my loving and devoted fans, my treat to you: a sample and a taste of what's to come. Although it's only one, don't worry...I'll be posting more very soon.

Hope you all enjoy...

From Pauleena,
With Love
XXX

What's your sex life like?

2009-06-29T17:49:00.000-07:00

Having a healthy sex life is NOT about being great or HOW great you are in bed. It's about confidence and passion. I for one know that I am not only confident but passionate as well...
Having a healthy sex life is not only about being extraordinary behind closed doors but being able to try new things, being adventurous and exploring your partners deepest fantasies.

So tell me, how healthy is your sex life?

Let's take the time out to remember...

2009-06-29T15:20:00.000-07:00

Ed McMahon, Farrah Fawcett & Michael Jackson...

The world has lost three incredible celebrity figures over the past week who have not only left their mark but who have also left behind their legacies. We shall never forget the faces who have graced us with their presence and likes throughout the many years.

Thank you all and may you find everlasting peace in your next life.

Just another day...

2009-06-22T17:48:00.000-07:00

Today was a good one - I woke up to the sun shinning and the weather blooming. I couldn't be more than EXCITED with weather like this to write a blog to.

My weekend went well, did the usual - ran my morning rounds, did some shopping (not your typical shopping but that lingerie shopping ;-) ..a girl's gotta keep her lingerie wardrobe updated right?) and sat by the pool. Of course I went out, decided to hit up some clubs to check out what Miami had to offer over the weekend.

Needless to say - I enjoyed myself.

Just another day in the life of Pauleena Deangelis.

XXX Pauleena

Gq, The American politics and my personal views

2009-06-18T05:33:00.000-07:00

I've been dying to give my opinions on the Gq article in regards to former secretary of state, Mr. Rumsfeld for military delay after Katrina.

The report said "in speaking with the former Bush officials, it becomes evident that Rumsfeld impaired administration performance on a host of matters extending well beyond Iraq to impact America's relations with other nations, the safety of our troops, and the response to Hurricane Katrina.

Though various military bases had been mobilized into a state of alert well before the advance team's tour, Rumsfeld's aversion to using active-duty troops was evident: "There's no doubt in my mind," says one of Bush's close advisers today, "that Rumsfeld didn't like the concept."

The next day, three days after landfall, word of disorder in New Orleans had reached a fever pitch. According to sources familiar with the conversation, DHS secretary Michael Chertoff called Rumsfeld that morning and said, "You're going to need several thousand troops."

"Well, I disagree," said the Sec Def. "And I'm going to tell the president we don't need any more than the National Guard."

After the president had returned to the White House, he eventually convened a meeting in the Situation Room to discuss the government's response. Bush barked, "Rumsfeld, what the hell is going on there? Are you watching what's on television? Is that the United States of America or some Third World nation I'm watching? What the hell are you doing?"

When Rumsfeld mentioned his concerns about "unity of command" issues, Bush stopped talking to his Defense Secretary and directed all inquiries to Lieutenant General Honore, via video screen, who was on the ground in Louisiana.

But still the troops hadn't arrived. And by Saturday morning, says Honore, "we had dispersed all of these people across Louisiana. So we needed more troops to go to distribution centers, feed people, and maintain traffic." That morning Bush convened yet another meeting in the Situation Room. Chertoff was emphatic. "Mr. President," he said, "if we're not going to begin to get these troops, we're not going to be able to get the job done."

Rumsfeld could see the writing on the wall and had come prepared with a deployment plan in hand. Still, he did not volunteer it. Only when Bush ordered, "Don, do it," did he acquiesce and send in the troops -- a full five days after landfall.

Could you believe the arrogance, irresponsibility and negligence these politicians, not to mention America's former PRESIDENT Mr. George W Bush???

At first I had no idea as to how to react to this. I mean, is it our fault as American's for voting for such people and putting them in power?

Ok Rumsfeld is beyond doubt more of an imbecile than Mr. Bush is but who was the man in charge? Just like almost every American, I often find myself asking "why couldn't they coordinate the airlift filled with supplies?". In essence we all knew who was running the show.
This could NEVER have happened if Mr. Obama and his Administration were in charge, so the question is...How could we have let such a man continue to stay in power?

Reporter Robert Draper is usually impeccably on point when it comes Bush and his administration. Bush, in the past, has given him many interviews in which Bush has made a mockery of both himself and his staff so I commend Robert on this one.

I'm still figuratively shocked by Rumsfeld comment to send in the "National Guard". I mean, this was a huge devastation that ruined the lives, homes and families of many. Everything was destroyed from top right down to bottom and clearly the people of New Orleans needed as much help, if not MORE, then they could possibly have asked for...So why the delay?

I know this post might go two ways, you might agree or disagree and that is okay. Just please feel free to express your thoughts and opinions and let me know what you think.

XXX Pauleena

If you could describe...

2009-06-14T23:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I was asked an interesting question from a fan. He asked me "Pauleena, if you could describe yourself in one word, what would it be?". "Now that's a hard one", I replied. "If I could describe myself in one word, I think I would describe myself as humble". Do you agree?

I would like your thoughts on. If you were to describe me in one word, what would it be?

XXX PAULEENA

The answers to your questions...

2009-06-07T22:59:00.000-07:00

As promised, not only will I answer all your questions (or as many as I possibly can) but I have added in a new photo for your liking. Some of the questions got a bit X rated and unfortunately I am unable to answer some of them! I would like to keep all questions and answers at a minimum - so that means clean. But I will, however, answer most of your questions as best as I possibly can.

1. I always had a passion for modeling - ever since I was younger. I was a model in the past so I figured why not do it again? It's just one of the things I enjoy most in life. I'm open, comfortable and enjoy being in front of the camera. It's almost as if I feel free - liberated at ease and connected to the camera - connecting with each and every single one of you when a shot is being taken.

After all, I do this not only for me but for you.

2. I am not married, I am currently single.

3. I am not in a committed relationship with anyone at the moment.

4. Words cannot describe what I look for in a relationship when being with a man but, for the most part, I am looking for someone that I have a true, honest and meaningful connection with - whether it's the physical, the emotional or if it's even the spiritual. Someone that is my rock, that I can depend on to be there for me in the good times and the bad. Being able to build a solid foundation both him and I together; thinking long term for the future. Being able to wake up next to him and have him smiling back as soon as I open my eyes.
Last but not least, a man that makes me feel secure (my viking), and that makes me feel perfect in my most imperfect moments is ultimately what I would define as to what I not only truly want in a committed relationship with a man but as to how I would want to be treated.

5. I would define my attaining personal happiness once I've satisfied all my desires and dreams. I'd like to think that I am half way there :-).

6. I would someday love to have children, but only when the time is right.

7. I had already given my views on the economic situation but, I definitely think that it has become more stabilized and will continue to do so as the year 2009 marches on.

8. My view on the foreign situation is tragedy. I think war is not only relentless but inhumane and I am praying each and every single day for peace between my country and the other country's having to deal with such violence.

9. If I had to chose between having all the money in the world but being unhappy versus being happy with little to no money, I would chose happiness. Think of it like this; It's not about who we know, who we've been with, where we've been, what we we were able to buy or how much money we have that matters in the end, it's about how truly content we are with our lives that matters the most in the end - because when we die we can't take our money where we go, and I'm almost certain that the last thing we want to feel before we go is happiness...

10. I would eventually love to meet my soul mate. I believe that for me, at least, there is only one and could be only one...

11. My dream home would be living on a french riviera in Monaco...

12. When I first meet someone for the first time, the things that attract my attention the most is: Personal Hygiene. I love a clean man that can take care of himself.

13. If money was no object, I would definitely have to chose the Aston Martin as my dream car.

14. The Cayman Islands would be the most exotic place that I would like to visit.

15. Yes, I enjoy reading as a hobby. I enjoy reading all types of books but unfortunately I can only name two books that I've read in the last two months (ya i know! I must catch up on my reading..I blame it on this blog, modeling and traveling ;-)) were: PostSecrets and A Lifetime of Secrets: A PostSecret book, both books by Frank Warren.

16. Sex to me has to be passionate, fulfilling and liberating. I want to be able to express myself with someone intimately, him of course taking interest in all of sexual needs bringing out my inner fantasies and making me feel satisfied from the beginning until the end...

I hope these best answer all your questions and if you have anymore, please, do not hesitate to ask...
Remember, I love you all :-)

XXX

I tell all...;-)

2009-05-31T16:02:00.000-07:00

It's open book time and that means it's MY turn to tell all. Feel free to ask me anything - nothing is off limits or private. I will answer all questions freely and as as open minded as possible. So don't be shy, ask away; this time, it's my turn to be quizzed!

XXX Pauleena

I would just like to say...

2009-05-26T12:23:00.000-07:00

In life, I've had many opportunities to travel far and wide- gracing Europe's soil, America, Canada and the Caribbeans meeting new and vibrant people full of life, culture and beauty. Well, I'd just like to let you all know that none of these people compare to you all, my fans. You guys have kept me going through the hard times, given me reason to continue to do what I do and have made me who I am today. I feel like I have never gotten the proper opportunity to really truly express my deepest and sincerest gratitude for supporting me all this time. So; Thank you. Thank you for being there through my ups and downs, thank you for being so patient with me and thank you for keeping me going.

Thank you.

What do you really want?

2009-05-19T09:33:00.000-07:00

For the last couple of weeks, thinking and analyzing thoughts of what men like and what they dislike. For in my previous life, I might have been a man lol so my question is to you men - what is it from a mans perspective that makes you tick? Please, without hesitation, I would like you to all answer these simple questions.

Men only this time ladies ;-)

What do you want from a woman?
What do you expect in a relationship?
What goals would you like to accomplish?
What do you really expect in your ideal career?
What do you want sexually and in a marriage?
At the end of the day, when you come home and you sit back, what is it that makes you fulfilled?
Is it sexual fulfillment, career prospects, finances?

In the end, I will give you a womans point of view in terms of what we think really makes a man feel fullfilled. In about 5 days, I will come back to see your answers and to give my perpsective on this topic.

So feel free to answer and be creative men! I've got some answers of my own that I'd like to share.

Pauleena XXX

Inspiration

2009-05-12T22:40:00.001-07:00

I would like to share with you all some of my favorite quotes of inspiration and happiness that help me get through life day by day. Each time I catch myself feeling down or somewhat blue, I think of these amazing quotes and just like magic, I'm whole again. So, here are some of my favorite quotes that I shall share with all of you in hopes that in your time of need may inspire you just like inspires me everyday.

With love,

Pauleena XXX

1) Don't let today's disappointments cast a shadow on tomorrow's dreams.

2) The rising sun age old yet new and inspiring lighting up the world with its soft pink rays; just watching the familiar hues dance on the still water I return to emotions that never truly left. Just as the sun sets it rises again wide arms embracing a new day.

3) If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where they should be. Now put foundations under them.

4) If you can imagine it, you can achieve it; if you can dream it, you can become it.

5) The greatest results in life are usually attained by simple means and the exercise of ordinary qualities. These may for the most part be summed in these two: common-sense and perseverance.

6) The happiness of life is made up of minute fractions—the little soon-forgotten charities of a kiss, a smile, a kind look, a heartfelt compliment in the disguise of a playful raillery, and the countless other infinitesimals of pleasurable thought and genial feeling.

7) Try to be happy in this present moment, and put not off being so to a time to come,—as though that time should be of another make from this which has already come and is ours.

8) Our minds are as different as our faces: we are all traveling to one destination; happiness; but few are going by the same road.

Why so negative?

2009-05-12T21:58:00.000-07:00

Jealousy is an emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person MORE THAN VALUES, such as; a relationship, friendship, or love. Jealousy often consists of a combination of emotions such as anger, sadness, and disgust. Jealousy differs from envy in that jealousy is about something one has and is afraid of losing, while envy refers to something one does not have and either wants to acquire or to prevent another from acquiring.

I've been noticing recently some negative comments coming from people other than that of my fans have been rude so - I just thought it would make sense to underline the condensed definition of jealousy. All of my posts have been nothing more or less than me expressing my thoughts and my personal views but I do, however, understand that everyone has the right to express their own opinions whether they be positive or negative. So, feel free to post but all I ask is if you have nothing nice or if you are trying to be pessimist please, do not bother to post.

To all those who have supported me, thank you so much...

Pauleena loves you all
XXX

What is intimacy?

2009-05-05T11:04:00.000-07:00

Today, I want to get intimate - with you - you and you.

We all know that there is a very fine line between intimacy and sex because the word "intimacy" has taken on sexual connotations. But it does have more meaning to it. Being intimate includes more volumes and dimensions other than the sexual - it's the emotional, social, mental and physical aspects all together. The real definition: Being able to let someone in, total life sharing.
We've all at one point wanted to let someone in, we've had the desire for oneness, to share our life with someone completely and to be fulfilled.

In the end, what we want is not sex, what we really want, what we really need is intimacy...

Girls just want to have fun!

2009-04-22T15:09:00.000-07:00

Who said girl's can't have fun?

That's right, we have THE most fun.

I decided to try something a little new yesterday - a completely different concept...Something a bit more sexy, flirtatious and fun ;-) Not my "typical" photo shoot session - just me, my referee costume and a whistle - any idea what that means? If you don't follow the rules I just might have to give you a "time out"..

XXX Pauleena

Never judge a book by it's cover

2009-04-18T20:21:00.000-07:00

Here's an interesting fact: 75% of people judge you based on your physical appearance.

Incredible. How could people be so judgmental? Who are we to judge others solely based on their physical appearances? I for one try my best not to judge - who gives us the right to categorize or label someone based on the way they look or dress -sexual orientation - background/race/religion/ethnicity - or by their monetary status?

The only way you can truly judge someone is if you've walked a mile in their shoes. See their trials and tribulations, experience what they've experienced first hand and then talk. We're all so quick to judge but never want to be the one being judged - that's why we shouldn't judge a book by it's cover.

I love my photo shoots...

2009-04-15T22:02:00.000-07:00

Saturday, April 11th - I got to pose in front of the camera in Miami's scortching heat. The hot sun was beating down on my body as, for what it seemed like, an endless photo shoot.

As they day roled on, the more clothes came off.

Can I say I enjoyed? Yes; I Loved it.

When it comes to my work and my fans, I devote all my time and effort into pleasing each and every single one of you.

So, these two are for my fans...

I hope you all enjoy.

Pauleena, XXX

Tragedy in L'Aquila...

2009-04-13T00:21:00.000-07:00

On April 6th, 2009, Central Italy was struck by an earthquake early in the morning killing over 260 residents, injuring over 1,000 and leaving 28,000 homeless. To despite all odds, researchers continued to work endlessly in rescuing many who had gotten caught inbetween L'Alquila's path. As many survivors are rescued, more lifeless souls are put to rest...

My heart, prayers and condolences goes out to all the men, women and children of L'Alquila, Italy.

Let's talk politics.

2009-04-08T17:49:00.000-07:00

I recently read - via The New York Times - that anxiety, depression and stress are what the majority of Americans are now facing due to economic losses. Some are now even seeking medical attention to better cope with our declining economy...One woman began having panic attacks over the economy, struggling to breathe and said she started seeing vivid visions of “losing everything".

National suicide lines hit an increasing all time high this year with over thousands of people calling in with suicidal thoughts due to what? You guessed it, the ECONOMY.

I say; relax - what more can we do? Let it work itself out. The more we stress and lose sleep over this huge mess is the more we begin to see our hospital bills and mortality rate increase.

So, if you see yourself losing a little sleep because of "Capitalism", do what I do. Catch some R&R at the spa and under the sun;

After all, a little sun can never do you wrong ;) XXX

To all my fans

2009-04-06T13:31:00.000-07:00

To all my loving and devoted fans;

My website not being at it's 100% is not the cause of negligence, as you know these things do take time. I am working very hard to get this website up. So please, I implore you to be patient and wait. However, when it is ready I will let everyone know. So in the meantime, do not go to my website until I announce that it is ready to be viewed.

This blogspot is for you - for you to see me - candid photo's, private photo's, photo's from my everyday life for free.

I'm not interested in creating a website that's ready in a day - a week or even two weeks. My long term goal is to make sure that this website is the best of it's kind. So again, I implore you all to be patient.

In the meantime, I posted these two new photo's to give you all a little taste of what's to come...Hope you enjoy.

Love,

Pauleena XXX

I'm ready for my close up

2009-04-03T08:09:00.002-07:00

On Wednesday this week, I was invited to be a guest speaker on a local television show about health, beauty and well being. At first - of course,
It was a little nerve wrecking - Being in front of the television - no room for errors - thousands of people watching... But, to my surprise I did fabulous! I was shocked at how naturally my responses came and how comfortable I was in front of the camera. I think Pauleena has found her new niche!

Now I'm camera hungry and can't wait to do more ;-).

And promise! I will let all my fans know exactly when and where to watch my interview -

XXX PAULEENA

Hard Work & Effort

2009-04-03T08:09:00.000-07:00

Just another long day here, the sun was shining, the weather is nice but thunder showers later on during the day and so many errands to run.. I hope this weather does not come in my way... I've working hard and non stop - trying to put the finishing touches on my website...It always seems harder when your doing everything on your own. But as long as I have my passion, drive & dedication to making it happen then I think my fans have absolutely nothing to be worried about. Having patience though is all I ask for because soon enough, Pauleena Deangelis . com will be up and running, and I promise, it will be well worth the wait. ;-).

Love always,

Pauleena XXX

My morning rounds

2009-03-30T08:05:00.000-07:00

Today - I woke up to Florida's sunshine. The sun was out and at it's prime...No wonder they call Florida the "Sunshine State".

I'm off to a fresh start, coffee in one hand - Keys in the other; Time to start my morning rounds..

MUAH - big kisses xxx

WMC

2009-03-29T21:07:00.000-07:00

Over the weekend I decided to head over to the WMC - Winter Music Conference - in Miami. The weather was beautiful and so were the people. The music and the age demographic on the other hand was young... It wasn't what I had expected. BUT nevertheless, I had an amazing time.

Here are some pre and party photo's....Hope you like ;) xxx

Im back and armed

2009-03-29T18:30:00.000-07:00

Yes, I am back - I was away for a bit and now I'm armed and ready to give you all 100% insight into my life. So that means - MORE uptdates and MORE photos.

So get ready to see more of me - because, I'm back.

My trip through the caribbean...

2009-03-01T11:29:00.000-08:00

I had recently gone on a trip through the Caribbean islands via The Norwegian Pearl and it was absolutely beautiful. Everything from the service to dining to the scenery; I have to say, nature's creations are the worlds finest beauty...

Agree?